♥{Thursday, June 16, 2011 . }
Everything changes with time.
Dont expect anything stay stagnant.
I been through,
Suffer before,
And find a way out all by myself so many times.
And perhaps what she said is right.
This time was different.
Because i had pin so much hopes,
that when something distinctly different happens,
it took a toll on me.
Totally.
What's more can i say?
That i inadvertently fall into the trap,
again...
All i can find myself doing now is,
crying.
And it does not solve things.
I want to find the strength again.
want to find the strength.
But, which part of the memory can i start digging?
Because it's been so long i ever sort of thoughts.
Thinking i will always have someone to help me through all tough times.
I was
gullible.No.
I am...
Where is the wind which always blew my worries?
♥{Monday, November 15, 2010 . }
Sometimes Sometimes..
I wish i can rewind, and restart them again.
Refining everything to their best,
so that i wont live with regrets.
Sometimes Sometimes...
I wonder why has anger always get the better of us,
when we know we can never comprehend the sadness after the mess.
And then,
we will pray to god that things can be change, again.
Sometimes Sometimes...
I just wonder if i ever done anything wrong, against the "good karma rules",
because i'm never happy, but i really wish,
i can help the unfortunate people to be happy, instead,
since i cant be happy myself.
But, sadly, still no news from the voluntary club.
Sometimes Sometimes...
I wish all good people will have good endings.
But life is never played in this manner.
That becomes more real,
when the one you hated the most always appear infront of you.
However, didn't drama always depict marriages coming out from
such relationships?
Sometimes Sometimes...
Will you be the one who always enlighten me?
♥{Thursday, October 21, 2010 . }
Sometimes, i just wonder..
Happiness is scarce enough for me,
and if i no longer look the same..
Disheveled, bald..
Will you still love me,
the same?
Comfort me, caress me just like as always?
